I like it when i see you smile.
i like every little thing you do.
Whenever you are gone,
my heart starts to feel empty again.
Every moment i pray,
you be right here by my side, stay with me.
always missing you~

spiritually_yours at 12:32 AM

spiritually_yours at 11:21 PM

why does fate do this to me?
when i m good at something,
i m not good at other things.
i wish i could be good at both.

when i wanted my studies to be better,
its doesnt came true but i m good at something else.

when i m not good at something else,
my studies is better.
is life suppose to be this way?

spiritually_yours at 2:34 AM

i have a bad week recently.
i felt bad and guilty and i said it out things.
but i feel better.

baby,
i m sorry for everything that i done.
i noe how much hurt you muz have felt.
i m so selfish!
i m really grateful that you forgive me.
i promise ya i wont keep things to myself
and share it with you.
i had thought carefully already.
YOu will be my only one and only.
what baba say its true.

True Love
When people are bound by a true relationship,
no distance is too far,
no mood is too bad,
no time is too long,
no difficult situation can tear them apart.

baby lets do this together ok?
i be good as i promised.=)

Loving you always.

spiritually_yours at 5:24 PM

Hello people.!!
let me update u guys more abt wad i had been doing after exam.
first i went lunar with my dxo collegues.Joel and Lan.brought them there..see if they like it..
cos i told them got pole dancers! lolss
ya there is..but not those sleazy wan la..
more like juz dancing on top of platform...hahhaha..
and then i ended up going to the pole and dance too!
wahaha..we make friend with one taiwanese dancer..lols
i told her i work here before..and it was my ex supervisor who put me in..
now i not sure whether i can go in again..cos i look like some crazy bitch who went in..
we open one bottle of chivas....and ginger ale...lols... but i m a practical person.
i prefer warm water..lols
then on friday i had meeting with Rotaract Club and we went to SMU to attend this meeting..hahaha...then we took photos around SMU..anyway more pics can be seen at facebook...so go facebook and see..lol.now let the photos speaks!

pretty lights with pretty girls?lolss
some graffitti painters of SMU(i think!)

spiritually_yours at 12:16 AM

at 8.30pm ystd,
mum's doc called the house while my mum went out awhile.
i was the one who picked up the phone.
and he said my mum had to admit to hospital right away.
due to low blood count.,said in the report.
was stunned for a moment..as i was laughing so hard over the variety show showed in channel U.
and i told my youngest sis.
she acted normally,but i noe she was stunned..
i kind of regretted saying those words..
dunno who to turn to as there were only me and my youngest sis,
i called dad.
cos mum didnt bring phone.
then mum came home.
i told her the news.
she dun believe.
she called doctor and it turned out true.
she was scared....i seen her scared..i got scared too
then she told my grandma and together we go SGH
stayed in SGH till 12am plus
then i send my grandma and myself back.
cos my mum ask us go home.

worried,scared.. try to keep myself awake by sms-ing.
hoping my mum check into the ward already.and hoping my mum could reply me.
but i was too tired..so i slept.
early morning,
came mum's msg.
told me her ward number and all.

so in the late afternoon i went to find mum.
she's doing good.
hope she can come home tml..
really hope..

then came the shocking news.
while visiting my mum,
my sis told me she had low blood count too.
i m worried now.

but i try to calm myself down.
all i ever wish now,
is for my mum to recover.
and come home.

spiritually_yours at 12:07 AM

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS??

-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?
15

2.) Where did you go to school?
St. Margaret's Secondary

3.) Where did you work?
er...still too young to work??

4.) Where did you live?
Bishaan

5.) Where did you hang out?
Bishan,tpy,amk,town,any clubs

7) Who was your best friend?
serene and candice

8.) How many tattoos did you have?
00

9.) How many piercings did you have?
2

10.) What car did you drive?
I cant drive

11.) Had you been to a real party?
yes

12.) Had You had your heart broken?
yes

13.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single,taken,single,taken

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?:
18

2.) Where did you go to school?
still in st margs

3.) Where did you work?
hmm..i sell club tix,flyer distributor,surveyor

4.) Where did you live?:
bishaan

5.) Where did you hang out?
tpy,amk,town,and a few club

7.) Who was/were your best friend(s)?
grandson,serene,helicia,cheryl,fadhillah,yvonne

9.) How many tattoos did you have?
00

10.) How many piercings did you have?
4.

11) What car did you drive?
cant drive

12) Had your heart broken?
Yes

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
taken,single,taken

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?:
21..and few months old

2.) Where do you go to school?
Nanyang poly

3.) Where do you work?
scarlet city!!

4.) Where do you live?
bishan

5.) Where do you hang out?
town,bishan,clarke quay.

7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?
serene and grandson,helicia

9.) How many tattoos do you have?
00

10.) How many piercings do you have?
4,wanted more

11) What car do you drive?
not driving

12) Had your heart broken?
yes

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
taken totally.

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

1 MINUTE AGO: watching 'fringe'
1 HOUR AGO: playing 'restaurant city'
1 DAY AGO: went to watch GI:Joe with baby.hehe
1 YEAR AGO: beijing olympic???

First piercing: Primary 2
First credit card: none=(
Last big car ride: a few months ago
Last movie seen in theaters: G.I Joe
Last food consumed: fried chicken rice with sambal balchan.yum yum
Last person you texted/called: baby dearest
Last drink drank: rose syrup


SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: cute?=X
I HAVE: eaten.
I LIKE: TV -__-!!
I WISH: for my dream to come true (Ssshhhh!!!)

FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 76,2,8
COLOUR: purple.white,black.red
DAY(S): wed,friday,sat,sun
MONTH(S): february December
SEASON: Autumn
DRINK: wintermelon

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: yes
HELPED SOMEONE?: yes
GOTTEN SICK?: No
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Yes
SAID 'I love you'?: Yes
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Yes

_______ Best ________
1. Best Age: 19(thats when i found happiness in friends)
2. Best Memory: everything with u
_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: Early afternoons
2. Day Of The Week: Monday/tues
3. Food: Fried rice..yuckksss!!
4. Memory: when life takes u at a wrong step

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: my sis,she laughin her ass off on "boys over flower"
2. Phone call: mum

_______ First ________
1. Serious b/f or g/f: someone whom had been thru childhood wih me.
2. Job: Flier distributor

_______ Today ________
1.listening to now: advertisment.."america got talent"
2. Tonight: after this,going to switch off laptop
3. Wearing: red t-shirt and yellow shorts
4. What did you eat for lunch: beehoon

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: tuesday
2. Got any plan:er..study?
3. Goal: nothing.slacking?
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: for?
5. Likes about tomorrow:its TUES!! WEEEEE!!





ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...HAHAHA

spiritually_yours at 10:01 PM