Princess's dream

2010-01-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, i will be switching my blog to :

http://piscesgal-misty.livejournal.com/

do update ya!!! love ya..will leave this blog open for now... =)

2010-01-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

its been long since i ever wrote a post..
haahh

anyway happy new year to u guys out there!
oh yeah..and its time for me to change my blogskin...lol.. new year manz!

i finally return home for christmas last year.really glad to be home. :)
and also get a chance to introduce my bf to my family. like wow!! after 2years of being together!
lol..
had fun...
its was quieter this year but warming..as finally its only the KOH family..lol
met up my cousins.. =)
we also gladly exchanged our wellbeings and all..
when the night gets young,
my uncle and aunt start the ball rolling by dancing..
hahaha.
did u guys ever know?
my family love to dance..be it young or old.
even my grandma..lols
guess we are juz westernised..lol
my cousin, priscilla,victoria,
my sis and me.. all have dance background..cool isnt it?
and my other cousins and my other sis are all party animals..lols.
hahaha
we had lots of wine this christmas..opened up 14 wine bottles in one night for juz 20 people..hahaha..
came back a lil headache..but still ok ..
i really feel happy to be home for christmas..
its juz so different manz..
unfortunately for me,
i work on new year eve.
didnt get a chance to spend time with my family..haizz
sad..
but i gt my baby and two friends waiting for me at home..its was great after all . =)

not forgetting i miss my gf the most..SERENE!!!MISS YA!!!

lols...
school starting later..
like oh manx..
wad a day..zxzzz
can i not go school??
lol
i still in holiday mood..hahha..

2009-12-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

I like it when i see you smile.
i like every little thing you do.
Whenever you are gone,
my heart starts to feel empty again.
Every moment i pray,
you be right here by my side, stay with me.
always missing you~

2009-11-01T23:21:00.008+08:00

i think its been long since i update my blog.
anyway juz to catch up on wad i had been up to
well school starts,yupyup...

the modules tat i taking are.

- database systems(learn before)
- cmaths2(zzzzzz)
- Innovation Project
-IT in engineering(Something like computer maintance so in a way learn before.)
- Fundamental of Networking(Definitely learn before)
-Data structure and algorithm(c# advanced)
-Last but not least Japanese!!!(lols! i didnt want to take at first..but ahya thought give it a try lo afterall i got my si baba to help me,right darling??!! ashiteru!! ) hehe..!

anyway i went to eat ramen with helicia(si baba) last week friday.lols
shiok manz!!
we two spend 49plus lols
and this restuarant that we went,
we can refill our ramen!!
lols
baba ate 3 1/2 bowls
i ate 2 1/2 bowls..
lols...

we also ordered gyoza (dumplings!)
yum yum..lols..

then last wed, i also went to eat jap food with my baby.
at ichiban sushi in amk hub..(owe my darling joanna an apology for not going with u!sorry!next time meet up! ^^)

anyway let the photos do the talking lols!!!i had some random shots too..

was waiting for my baby to come back then go out again tat day..lols

anyway lets the photos do the talking!!

random shotss

Menu of the foood

ramen restaurant!!

gyoza

helicia darling!! sibaba!!

meeee

ramen yum yum!!!

my lovely baby at ichiban!!

2009-09-29T02:34:00.002+08:00

why does fate do this to me?
when i m good at something,
i m not good at other things.
i wish i could be good at both.

when i wanted my studies to be better,
its doesnt came true but i m good at something else.

when i m not good at something else,
my studies is better.
is life suppose to be this way?

2009-09-22T17:24:00.002+08:00

i have a bad week recently.
i felt bad and guilty and i said it out things.
but i feel better.

baby,
i m sorry for everything that i done.
i noe how much hurt you muz have felt.
i m so selfish!
i m really grateful that you forgive me.
i promise ya i wont keep things to myself
and share it with you.
i had thought carefully already.
YOu will be my only one and only.
what baba say its true.

True Love
When people are bound by a true relationship,
no distance is too far,
no mood is too bad,
no time is too long,
no difficult situation can tear them apart.

baby lets do this together ok?
i be good as i promised.=)

Loving you always.

2009-09-01T00:16:00.007+08:00

Hello people.!!
let me update u guys more abt wad i had been doing after exam.
first i went lunar with my dxo collegues.Joel and Lan.brought them there..see if they like it..
cos i told them got pole dancers! lolss
ya there is..but not those sleazy wan la..
more like juz dancing on top of platform...hahhaha..
and then i ended up going to the pole and dance too!
wahaha..we make friend with one taiwanese dancer..lols
i told her i work here before..and it was my ex supervisor who put me in..
now i not sure whether i can go in again..cos i look like some crazy bitch who went in..
we open one bottle of chivas....and ginger ale...lols... but i m a practical person.
i prefer warm water..lols
then on friday i had meeting with Rotaract Club and we went to SMU to attend this meeting..hahaha...then we took photos around SMU..anyway more pics can be seen at facebook...so go facebook and see..lol.now let the photos speaks!

pretty lights with pretty girls?lolss
some graffitti painters of SMU(i think!)

rotaract club, new board of directors!!

====================Lunar=========================================

thats me and joel! dun anyhow think.we aint couple!! juz friends!!

i m westernised person~ so dun anyhow think!!

Thats Lan and me ~

saw half of the pole???lols

thats the taiwanese girl i m talking abt ~forget her name~

abba,my ex lunar collegues

me and Gina~ haha we used to talk alot at work.lols

us again!

we ate two plates of carrot cakes and one plate of chicken wing..lols

and thats our chivas! hahahahahaa

the two lovely brotherss~

and thats us again~
hahaa..

i sure had a good time there~for more pic,go see my facebook!hehe

they all are my good buddies when working in dxo~ =)

hahahaa...

and my baby POP soonz!!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~hehehe~

cant wait....

haiz..

but then we had an obstacle ahead of us.

regarding our family i guess..

its juz a matter of time ba.

wait and see lo..

dun ask me wad is it. i wont say.if u noe me well enough, u noe tat i wont say such stuffs to anyone unless i wan to.so dun question me.

haizz!

and people i be going langkawi..hehehe~so miss me k! lols date not confirmed yet.

going with my rotaract club committee.. yup.

i cant wait manz!

anyway gotta go soonz..

nightx

baby no matter wad happen,

i stay with u thru nightx and day.

and let us face this obstacle together ok?

cos i love u,really~

2009-08-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

at 8.30pm ystd,
mum's doc called the house while my mum went out awhile.
i was the one who picked up the phone.
and he said my mum had to admit to hospital right away.
due to low blood count.,said in the report.
was stunned for a moment..as i was laughing so hard over the variety show showed in channel U.
and i told my youngest sis.
she acted normally,but i noe she was stunned..
i kind of regretted saying those words..
dunno who to turn to as there were only me and my youngest sis,
i called dad.
cos mum didnt bring phone.
then mum came home.
i told her the news.
she dun believe.
she called doctor and it turned out true.
she was scared....i seen her scared..i got scared too
then she told my grandma and together we go SGH
stayed in SGH till 12am plus
then i send my grandma and myself back.
cos my mum ask us go home.

worried,scared.. try to keep myself awake by sms-ing.
hoping my mum check into the ward already.and hoping my mum could reply me.
but i was too tired..so i slept.
early morning,
came mum's msg.
told me her ward number and all.

so in the late afternoon i went to find mum.
she's doing good.
hope she can come home tml..
really hope..

then came the shocking news.
while visiting my mum,
my sis told me she had low blood count too.
i m worried now.

but i try to calm myself down.
all i ever wish now,
is for my mum to recover.
and come home.

2009-08-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS??

-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?
15

2.) Where did you go to school?
St. Margaret's Secondary

3.) Where did you work?
er...still too young to work??

4.) Where did you live?
Bishaan

5.) Where did you hang out?
Bishan,tpy,amk,town,any clubs

7) Who was your best friend?
serene and candice

8.) How many tattoos did you have?
00

9.) How many piercings did you have?
2

10.) What car did you drive?
I cant drive

11.) Had you been to a real party?
yes

12.) Had You had your heart broken?
yes

13.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single,taken,single,taken

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?:
18

2.) Where did you go to school?
still in st margs

3.) Where did you work?
hmm..i sell club tix,flyer distributor,surveyor

4.) Where did you live?:
bishaan

5.) Where did you hang out?
tpy,amk,town,and a few club

7.) Who was/were your best friend(s)?
grandson,serene,helicia,cheryl,fadhillah,yvonne

9.) How many tattoos did you have?
00

10.) How many piercings did you have?
4.

11) What car did you drive?
cant drive

12) Had your heart broken?
Yes

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
taken,single,taken

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?:
21..and few months old

2.) Where do you go to school?
Nanyang poly

3.) Where do you work?
scarlet city!!

4.) Where do you live?
bishan

5.) Where do you hang out?
town,bishan,clarke quay.

7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?
serene and grandson,helicia

9.) How many tattoos do you have?
00

10.) How many piercings do you have?
4,wanted more

11) What car do you drive?
not driving

12) Had your heart broken?
yes

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
taken totally.

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

1 MINUTE AGO: watching 'fringe'
1 HOUR AGO: playing 'restaurant city'
1 DAY AGO: went to watch GI:Joe with baby.hehe
1 YEAR AGO: beijing olympic???

First piercing: Primary 2
First credit card: none=(
Last big car ride: a few months ago
Last movie seen in theaters: G.I Joe
Last food consumed: fried chicken rice with sambal balchan.yum yum
Last person you texted/called: baby dearest
Last drink drank: rose syrup

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: cute?=X
I HAVE: eaten.
I LIKE: TV -__-!!
I WISH: for my dream to come true (Ssshhhh!!!)

FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 76,2,8
COLOUR: purple.white,black.red
DAY(S): wed,friday,sat,sun
MONTH(S): february December
SEASON: Autumn
DRINK: wintermelon

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: yes
HELPED SOMEONE?: yes
GOTTEN SICK?: No
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Yes
SAID 'I love you'?: Yes
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Yes

_______ Best ________
1. Best Age: 19(thats when i found happiness in friends)
2. Best Memory: everything with u
_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: Early afternoons
2. Day Of The Week: Monday/tues
3. Food: Fried rice..yuckksss!!
4. Memory: when life takes u at a wrong step

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: my sis,she laughin her ass off on "boys over flower"
2. Phone call: mum

_______ First ________
1. Serious b/f or g/f: someone whom had been thru childhood wih me.
2. Job: Flier distributor

_______ Today ________
1.listening to now: advertisment.."america got talent"
2. Tonight: after this,going to switch off laptop
3. Wearing: red t-shirt and yellow shorts
4. What did you eat for lunch: beehoon

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: tuesday
2. Got any plan:er..study?
3. Goal: nothing.slacking?
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: for?
5. Likes about tomorrow:its TUES!! WEEEEE!!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...HAHAHA

2009-08-04T02:54:00.002+08:00

My beloved gf wrote this on her blog..wahhahah.after i posted mine to her!!

August 3, 2009

Smile Baby Love=)
yes.my dearest gf,
sorry to left you when we were in secondary 4.
but i still love you...Muack!!=)
remember that!!all the laughter we shared.slept together at com lab*bath together at the school canteen toilet*eat together*laugh together*share our problems together*gossip together*shopping together*dance together*drink togetherso much memories....
thats how love is been created=))miss ya!!

yes i will always remember tat..love ya!!
club more...lol...miss u!!
lol...
anyway i have doubts abt giving up school now..haizz
very bad indeed...
see how long i can tolerate..it really all depends manzz.
having to sleep 4 hours everyday, its really crazy.

2009-08-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

ok now is 1.39..
and why m i still awake??
lol...
anyway juz done wdmp ppt..lol..
wait for huibing to edit =)

well alot of things need to hand up manz..i juz chiong ar!!
lol..

anyway last wed went to club with louise darling and her friends at dbl O
sorry gf...couldnt join u at butterfact =(
anyway my holidays are coming!
juz wait for me k?
miss ya..hehe..
i drank quite alot tat night.
and is being long i had gotten so high..lol..
i think dbl O was fine..
met roger working at bar..haha..
juz chat with him lo...lol..
the last time i went..
he serve me 12 tequila shots..
and its all full cup!!
haha cos usually they only give half..lol..
anyway i drank 2 tequila shots plus,a few housepours...
and i guess it was the tequila shots tat kicks..lol
so the best is still tequila shots..gets u high real fast..
but i m fine..juz walking and all..
haha went to dance floor..dance like crazy lol..
together with paul,louise suren,junita..haha..
quite happy la..

anyway i need to go already!!
its been late..
anyway..now i guess my current clubbing friends are louise and her friends.lol
maybe becuz both of us are poly students now..easier to meet..lol..
and also we noe wad we both are going thru in poly now..
both of us kind of regretted somehow..
cos my friendship with louise is so deep..
juz like me and gf ^^(of cos serene first la! )
but then its hard to find true friends who really understands u so much...
as much as i wanted louise to be with me all the time,
most importantly..
serene had been always wad i want to go thru thick and thin with..
do u noe how miserable i was when i was in sec 5 when u left school? =(
but then nonetheless,
we stil meet up and chill.... =)
sounds so wrong..when i say all those..lol...but hey!i love my gf and louise as friends only hor!!
haha its the past le..
anyway if i left school,
i also wouldnt have known louise..lol..
and i make a promise to myself.
juz go for it and do wad i want.
i noe even though they cant be with me,
but i guess they are always there. for me..

alright good nighxx ciao!

2009-07-27T01:14:00.002+08:00

Two of the most important pictures i love.

Gf, i saw yr entry...

ok i will listen to you..will try to stop. =)

thanks so much...

really really appreciate!!

The photo that calms me feeling down~

my baby love and me..which i got it on the day of my 2years anni with him~

loveee u!

i still love yr cute botak hair..lols!

anyway i watch public enemies alrady...

cant say its that nice..

quite boring movie..

but i love johnny depp..

however felt he's in the wrong movie..zzzz

lols..pity my baby..cos i force him to watch..

and we sat at the 2nd last row near the screen..zzzzz

watch halfway we came out... then i went to work after tat..

then got two part timer guys..lols...

they so dao...lols

but i told berr in chinese:"got two shuai ge for u wor!"

then she say,:"haha they all like my kids sia..headache!"

hahahahahaha...

i work ktv with fengjuan..lol..

also dolly's bdae on sat..

haha ate alot..cos got buffet!!

lol got mushroom soup!!

then peter(dolly's husband) ask me to try the mushroom soup during work..

then i say cannot la..wait jon see.lols

then he say:"nvm la..awhile only!!"

zzzz

then i try the mushroom soup lo..haha

although i drank some alrady..lol!

actually...i always look forward to going to work..

becuz everyone there are much more carefree...

and nicer!

lol....then i met one of my regular customer...her name is jacqueline(she's a pretty auntie!:) and is a beauty therapy!) ..

she saw me then she say:"Wah very long nv see u work le!!u skinner and prettier le!"lol..wahhh

this is e 2nd person sayin that!! hahahaha...

before that was Louise...lol!!

anyway i had fun working..and also

oh ya..today me and baby make topshell!!although most of the work is he do wan..lol

scarely hot!! lols

gt scarlet standard la...

nxt time show u pic! lol...

kk gotta go..ciaozz!!

2009-07-27T00:21:00.010+08:00

Here are the overdue photos!!! lols...!!

CHIJMES NIGHT,Shisa Night and baby's last day before he go NS..hee hee...

paul,me and louise

balloons!! so many@@@@

paul me,louise and sri!!

one of the most beautiful pic! lol

edmond's cake at harry's bar!!

shisha nightzz

2009-07-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

This is my 370th post!!
Last sat was my 2nd year anniversary with my bf! ^^
we didnt do much celebration as i had to work on that day...and he went lunar with his friends..
haiz came back to fetch me from work..abit seh..zzzz
anyway...
one thing we did i guess was..he combine the photos i and him took last time..
and i went to print it out on sunday afternoon.. =)
we both had one copy each..
I think i treasure this alot..
as whenever i see this photo,
it somehow calms my emotions down.
i wont get too paranoid over stuffs.

the night i told him abt sch life,
he whisper and held me tight and said
"dun worry, u still got me"
my tears about to drop but somehow it stopped.its funny manz.
i felt touched by what he say to me..
baby! i love you!!
Happy 2nd year anniversaryyy~~ !!

Well,its not about whether we celebrate 2nd year together..
but its more of the memories we had..the happy memories.
i muz say,
i do enjoy every moment i spend with my baby.
and the photo captures all those times we had together.
it somehow make me realise that i m not alone.
although army and school may keep us apart,
but seeing this photo brought us closer.
as much as school life is like living hell,
and my baby told me army life also like hell,
we noe that every now and then our heart beat as one..

sound corny right?lol..
better dun say already.

anyway i watch harry potter already.
lol!!
it was so borringg..
zzzz
but i do understand what they saying..
maybe becuz i read the book already.lol..
well come to think of it,
the author is damned smart.
muz have love wizardy like hell..
lol...
the book is much better as we can use our own imagination when we read it..but in the movie,
we see wad they think it is..
in other words,
its other people opinion!lol.....
yawn!! tml big day muz sleep already@@@

nightxx!!

2009-07-17T15:41:00.002+08:00

I had one of the most weirdest and considered romantic dream.
it feels as though i shouldnt wake up...
i dreamt about a guy giving me a purple plastic rose shyly..(and i love purple)
and then i was awaken by the fact that i told him i got bf.. -_-!!
and the funny part was...it was like a rooftop party with singings -__-!!!...and then he give one to my bestie,serene too..but he openly give it to her... a pink rose..
and only persuaded by his friends, then he shyly give it to me.. and i and a few others were standing near the window.
he put it near me and said :"u want this right,take it."and kind of like putting his arm around me and said in a sweet manner..
then i was like..:"ya,dumbass.."lol...
then his friends cheered for him..lol...
and sudddenly he held my hand when we dispair...
and then i woke up replyin to his words.zzzzz

then i wanted to fall back and see wad i dream about again..but then..
no use..
instead i dreamt abt my ex..(i m not going to say who!lol!!)
then somehow felt his warm..but then its awhile only...i not too sure too manz..oh my god...~~!!
i remember calling out for him when someone stole my atm card..lol...(yes i recently lost my atm card!)..then i woke up...

and i cant find the answers to all those dreams tat i have..its like keep repeating in my head...
then now...
haizz....i think i noe le...
here's the answer,

Lover

To see a lover in your dream, symbolizes acceptance, self-worth, and acknowledgement of your true inner value. It may also indicate integration of masculine and feminine traits into yourself. You are feeling complete or whole. Your dream lover may also be someone who is your ideal. The dream could be compensatory for a unsatisfactory or unfulfilling relationship in your real life.

To dream of an old or former lover, signifies unfinished/unresolved issues related to that specific relationship. Your current relationship may be awakening some of those same issues.

oh my god la...
this is so true...
maybe i juz miss the presence of my baby..lol!!
come home soonz!!miss ya~!!

2009-07-15T01:27:00.003+08:00

I m not a toy, neither m i your tool.
M i so undesirable in yr eyes?m i ever transparent in yr eyes?..
besides, we are friends for long...
i m yr friend,and i only juz wan to be yr fren.
why?
why?
why?
wad things i done that makes u hate me so much?
why cant we harmonise.?all i ever ask for is harmony.
but u cant do it.
u cause me to cant do it..
why muz pull me down,pull my pride down..make me feel as though i shouldnt even have enter poly!!
make me feel as though poly is a FUCKING WRONG CHOICE FOR me..

why muz i be so stubborn??
why should i even go poly???
why should i even pleaded with my mom tat i wanaa go poly when obviously i noe they cant afford it.
i m so dumb,so stupid,so stupid to even thought of going poly when i e noe i cant find one true friend!!
i should have juz been working now..

i should juz take a step backward..and offer to help my mom to pay for my sis's uni..
i feel so guilty..so guilty now..can i stop school now??i really wish..
i shouldnt even have continue...this is so messy in my heart now.
my head is spinning..
those hurting words keep spinning in my head.
and my tears juz feel like raindrops.
i cant take it anymore......
tears*

2009-07-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hey hey..
i m back.
still sick.lol..sore throat and flu..
i think whoever had heard me,
had probably heard my sexy voice..wahahahahaha
lol...

anyway...the sad thing is.. i got no fever..
i wish i got it!! choy!! *touch wood* lol

well, was lookin at nyp website juz now..
not becuz to check my email..
but check one course.

yes, my path had been drawn out! after poly..i noe wad i wanna do already.
i guess university will had to put on hold.
i wanna get the course i wanted.
specialised diploma in IT security.

call me crazy yes i m.
well, i wanted to take information security..but then i was afraid i cant make it when i applying for poly during my ite years..
so i nv take.
instead.. take the current one..engineering informatics..lol..
sian....lol..

i on da phone.... i will update again soon =)

2009-07-10T01:26:00.003+08:00

Yeah i finally change my music...

Putting all my all time fav songs ^^

Yes, Your call is my best favourite song.
cos its one song that can calm me down when i m down,sad or angry ^^

This is the only song that i will cry my heart out when i sing.
yes i really cry when i sing this song.
and i juz keep hearing,hearing and crying till i got no tears to cry.
and then after tat i feel so much better.its crazy right??..hahha.its true.

Your call is by secondhand seranade, yes its the same band who sang 'Fall for U'
in fact i noe 'your call' before i even noe 'fall for u' lol!!

as for the second song,ENRIQUE IS FUCKING HOT WHEN HE SANG THIS SONG.
did i juz say he HOT?OH YEAAAAH! I DID..HOT~ HOT~HOT~!!
oh manz..his song is lovelyyyy.....whenever i hear this song, i feel high..wahahahaahahaha...

well, i be working at DXO tml..lol..
6-10pm...
had event there..
^^
life is good and great for now..yeah..
juz feeling a lil unwell.. =)

kk gotta go sleep now...ciaozz!!

2009-07-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

This is my 365 blog entry.
cool isnt it??

lol..anyway school's starting tomorrow.
after a week of elearning..
thanks.my head hurts now..too much brain cells killed from too much knowledge...ahhhhh pleaase!!!!

well on sat,
i went lunar with baby,grandson and helicia.
lunar change alot ever since i work there..
my baby had a bottle there..so we went there to finish.
met my ex supervisors..adrian,darren and terry..haha..
then ask my supervisor,adrian drink with us . =)

well music still as good.. its getting better.
and lunar had KTV too..its big man.
met a few of my ex-collegues too..
haha...we managed to finish up the bottle and went back to sleep.

and also past few days..many things had been happening.
maybe now is my recovery period.
i need time on my own to calm down things.
many a times i wanna be alone..and not constantly ask me to cheer up.

if i ever ask u out,
doesnt mean i had already cheered up but it meant i wan people acc me,be there for me at that time.

my dearest louise,
had played tat part...
been there,smoking shisha..!!lol

my dearest grandson and serene,
thanks for been there playing L4D WITh me ^^

somehow people thought tat they knoe me well,
but actually they dun.
you had to noe me well enough to say that.
the ones who know me inside out is my baby, louise,grandson and serene.

school?
currently not anyone yet..yup.
although i noe my dii will
but boy, u still have long way to go to noe me well enough.

i dun care wad others say about me,
becuz it makes life better by not get affected by it.
yup.i used to mind others say abt me,
but now i dun.
cos i noe one day...
juz one day...
they will get their retribution. ^^

sound evil?
ha..too bad!!
its me...
i have a godbro whom i noe for 5years plus plus..
he was the one who intro me to his cheer team.
he is also another one who know me well enough,
even though we didnt meet up much...always chatted online for 5years plus
kind of miss talking him..
guess i was too busy with school...
he being in army now,need to spend time with his gf..
need to cheer.
haiz..if only he noes i miss talking to him.

anyway, i was quite shocked on e day my baby returns back from army.
he bluff me!!
he say 1month later then come back..
then he popped up in my workplace..a week ago
with a rose.
and gave it to me.
i was damned shocked manzx!!
oh manzzz...thanks baby !! its so sweet of u!!!^^

Its so hard to find someone whose character like louise in poly,
someone whom i can confide on,
someone whom i can go crazy with..
someone who shares my woes and worry.
someone who shares my secret.
kind of missssssss yaaaaaaa so much!!!
i m looking forward to the day i m seeing u this week...misssss ya babe~~

ok i better go sleep already nightxx

2009-06-25T04:03:00.001+08:00

One sentence to end it off.
I hope this aint real,because i cant take it anymore.

2009-06-16T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggie.
i juz going to write a short post.

well juz came back from A-team Orientation Camp.
freaking tired..
but i had a lot of fun there making new friends and all.
well, my team got 1st for best cheer.
yeah..
i guess our cheer is a tribal cheer tats why we could win...
lol..
anyway.
on the day of me having camp,
my baby went to army.
on friday morning,
i accc him all the way to his bedok camp
well,
its sad to say tat he had to go in already.
zzz.
kind of missing him!
i wonder how's his hair now.

baby,
juz let u know,
i will wait for u till u came out from army.
u be assured ok? =)
i love u baby!!

2009-06-07T23:18:00.003+08:00

WEEE...let me blogged now!!
haha so yesterday was helicia's 21st birthday..
oh manz i had a hard time findin the place manz!!
our clique tat came are..
baby,me,grandson,serene,kenneth,jiahui,samuel!!
wooooo....
so happy..
but managed to take some pic with my beloved serene and grandson ^^
here are the photos,

helicia..birthday girl!!

very windy!! and kenneth extra!! lol
grandson,me,serene
anyway before tat day,
i went with some my poly classmates to drink.
came to meet them a lil late cos met up with my a team friends at pastamania in bishan..
lol...
i had alot of fun with my poly classmates...
went to harry's bar then boat quay.
sherwin came down too..
and we ordered one martell..
me and sherwin chiong the whole martell down..wahahaah..
ryan wanted to bring us to temptation but then..
it was quite crowded
so we went to liquid forty instead..
and surprisely,
my dearest serene and kenneth also went there with each of them diff group of people
lol
me,serene and ken,wanna contact each other but our fucking phone went flat..
damned sad la..
lol
its ok la..
kenneth is going army on tues le!1
hahha hope u become good boy and good manz hor!!

well,ystd i had a great talk with my dearest girl serene at the beach.(please dun pester me abt the contents we talking abt.cos i would nv say it.!)
she told me lots of stuffs.
i too!
really enjoy tat moment..
anyway pictures will be uploaded soon!
oh ya,
my baby going army this friday,
so yeah..
got a lil celebration on tues nightx..

and yup...

anyway,my dearest dii,
sorry to the fact that i cant spend more time with u,
cos i had alot of things to do this week.
somemore my bf will be with me almost everyday.yup..
so really hope u can understand la..
and will try to help u in school if can lo, k?

ciaozzzz!!!!
need to sleep early!!!

2009-06-05T01:39:00.003+08:00

This post i m going to say some stuffs.
Taken from my gf's blog to me:
for my dear Girl,
don't be too upset,don care what others did,everything will comes clear when your heart is clear.
don't be afraid.we will stand by you.whoever did that,they are just childish,and retards.
don let others disturb your mind.
life is stress.love is hard.
there's always someone who cares and loves you.
they are jus jealous over you.if ppl trying to break the relationship,let them do it.
if they try their ways,and if they did succeed,they wont get to any good end.
trust me.everyone still cares for you.i will be there.
there for you.call me anytime.
i am just a phone call away.

love you babe=)smile..
i care for you always...

My dearest gf ,
really appreciate so much that u care alot for me.^^
no matter wad happens, i love you so!
Things will get better i believe,if i give myself some times =)
and i juz wish that things will really get better.
and not forgetting,
sorry to make u worried abt me since you had yr own problem too.
like how u say to me,
yes, life's like this.
sometimes it juz sux to live a life that have many obstacles to face.
but think abt it,
who are the people who will really go thru this obstacles with u?
its yr true friends.
and really,
i will be e one of them who will go thru it with u.
we can always sing k!
go out and drink.
juz to forget our worries,sorrows and problems for one day.=)
i juz wan to see u happy.
blew away the people that make u upset.
remember wad our late Mrs Lee said to us?
"Think of all the happy things u did today, and forget about the unpleasant things that happen ystd.Yr life would be more meaningful" (This applies to my lil godbro too.=))
I noe it is hard but we can do it.
future is still ahead.
think of now.
think of us.
think of all the happy memories u had.
u be happier darling.
juz wish and pray,
whatever that is happening right now,
it will turns it for the better.
and no matter wad happen,
i also will stand by u.
facing the obstacles with u.
i m juz near u.
juz like u said,
a phone away from u.
really.
and really.i love u babe. =)

To my dearest lil bro,edmond
juz wanna say that,
no matter wadever that happens to u right now,
u r not alone.
Life is not meant for one person to live in.
If really, u need time to sort out yr thoughts,
and cool down our bro sis relationship,
i give u the green light.
but juz let u noe,
i nv regret u as having u as my lil godbro.
really,i didnt regret. =)
dun bring yrself so down that u dun deserve it.
well yes u did deserve it.
the talk we had at one place last time near bishan,
really brought our trusts closer.
really.
so have some confident in yrself.=)
i noe u are facing problems too
but dun bottle things up,share it with me or whoever u are closer to.
when tat happens,
really, u be happier.
i noe certain problems may be a lil hard.
but as long as u willing to share,
we dun mind being yr listening ear.=)
remember there is always me around ok?
even though we cant be godbro and sis for now.
take it as a cooling period.
i be there always.=)

i believe life will take for the better,
juz hope time really tells.
juz wish i can take a break right here right now.
away from everybody and juz go on a solo trip.
its stupid ya.and contradicting.
but well,
no matter wad happen,
my friends and gf,
i will always be there.
gf,
i would grateful to bring u along too !
then we can go and check out some hot guys around the world lol...!!! k la gotta go sleep nightxx

2009-06-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

sammie: u call me go then i go one lei..who wan to go out with u.. 3 Jun 09, 21:50

FUCK THIS IS STUPID..I DUN EVEN HAVE ALL THESE STUPID THOUGHTS, AND LOOK AT THE FUCKING TIME...I WASNT EVEN HOME YET..AND MY JOB THING JUZ ENDED.

sammie: i now even regret having u as my didi lei..dun go out with me alr can..thks 3 Jun 09, 21:54
SINCE WHEN DID I SAY REGRETTED?I SPEAK OF MY TRUTH TO EDMOND HOURS JUZ BEFORE I GO FOR THE JOB THING. The fucking time is so inaccurate!! i juz ended the stupid thing like i said before.

sammie: dont bother talking to me on msn.. i blocked u alr ar..thanks!! 3 Jun 09, 22:07
THE TRUTH IS, I FUCKING DIDNT BLOCK EDMOND IN MY MSN.And I DEFINITELY ENJOY TALKING TO HIM.I JUZ FUCKING REACHED HOME AND HAVEN EVEN TOUCH THE DAMNED COM!

WHOS THE MOTHERFUCKER CHAO CHEEBYE WHO USES MY NAME AND TAG IN EDMOND'S BLOG????
AND FUCK!!

LOOK WAD U GUYS DONE!! u screw the fuck upside down.. AND U CHEEBYE FUCKING SPOIL OUR RELATIONSHIP.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!FUCK FUCK

why m i being maligned for no reason.
this is stupid stupid stupid stupid
stupid stupid stupid stupid
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stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!
this is stupid stupid stupid stupid
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this is stupid stupid stupid stupid
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this is stupid stupid stupid stupid
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this is stupid stupid stupid stupid
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stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!this is stupid stupid stupid stupid
stupid stupid stupid stupid
stupid stupid stupid stupid
stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!

i juz lost a fucking good brother...are u all happy now?
and it really hurts so much!! tears..*
it really hurts so much!!
it really hurts so much!!
it really hurts so much!!
it really hurts so much!!it really hurts so much!!
it really hurts so much!!
it really hurts so much!!
it really hurts so much!!
it really hurts so much!!

2009-06-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

To my dearest brother edmond,
Juz let you noe that no matter wad others say about u,
i dun care,so u shouldnt care too.
No mattter wad problem u facing,
u muz always remember that i m always there, whether i m busy anot.
Others may not see the way how i see you,
but i think u are a nice person. =)
it takes time for others to noe u well,
but i guess i see u easily on how u are like already.
Like wad my nick say before,
Life aint easy with so many obstacles to face.
but u muz always remember to stand up strong and face it.
from there,
u will be a stronger person.=)
Nobody is perfect,
and thats wad makes life interesting.
i saw through yr weakness and also yr strength,
thats why you are my brother.
and cheerssss sweet!

Life is nv interesting if u didnt appear =)

2009-05-30T16:26:00.003+08:00

i really meant no harm,
really..

its juz some stupid thought tat makes me feel that way.
i dunno.
maybe i juz worried for u,worried so much tat i think too much.
its juz me.tears*
its not u.dun do this.

please,dun be like this.
i dun wish to end friendship juz like tat..
we juz started being friends.
it really hurts in my heart.
it really does..
i could juz breakdown anytime.

but i had to put up a brave front
cos i with friends.its juz hurt la.
i m really sorry.

2009-05-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,
i m juz going to do a short short post.
i now at koufu in nanyang poly with huibing,yuzhu,vera,jasce & bf..lol

they eating.
but i came late ...so had my Brunch at home..lol..
cos yesterday while working at happy days today, there's fight going on there...zzz
uncle and uncle fight.zzz
then i juz came back from toilet. i saw jon( my supervisor) fall down from the commotion.
then i nearly blew up..but i cant.
like wad the fuck lo..
then like...i wanna clear the glasses around that area so that
they wont take glasses to hit people,
then aftertat one security blow up due to being punched on e face by customer..
then keep calling gamg name..walao they are mad lo..
still say wanna settle outside...
then aftertat, that security and customer and jon(my supervisor) settle outside.
then inside, i juz look at how the rest..then got one also drunk wanna fight.
nearly wanna go outside to join in the commotion also,
then he was grabbed by one of his friend, and both fell down on the floors
causing glasses to break..then like fuck..got bottle.
i think nv break..then the next table got glasses and bottle also,
i go and clear it...even though its still quite a heated commotion over there,
but i still had to do it..cos for safety purpose
then yong sheng so kapo..keep looking
i keep telling him..:"yong sheng,faster clear the glasses!"
then aftertat we clear and clear..
then one police came and senior manager also come.zzz
then jon and them talk lo..
then after work, jon,me,yongsheng and his two good buddy went down drink tiger..
then talk abt it...
its like wa lao..
anyway,he's going back scarlet liao..lol..
so yeah hope nothing much will happen ever again...
zzz then i set alarm at 10am.went home at 4.30.i cannot wake up..
kk gotta go will blog more later.. bing bing.. scold liao..lol

2009-05-28T17:16:00.001+08:00

people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. 1.Cynthia
2.Peishi
3.Joanna
4.SERENE(BAOBEI!!)
5.MELODY
6.Alwi
7.Ivey
8.Helicia

#1 How stupid do you think quizzes like this are? - rather stressed cos muz type...zzzzzz #2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? - dreams are not supposed to be said. So i m not going to say =p #3 If you had a question to ask the one who tagged you, what would it be? - er...........................hi...............wassup???WHY TAGGED ME!!! GAWWWWWDDDD!!AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! WAHAHHHAHHAHAHA!!! #4 Have you any idea of what you're going to do tomorrow? - yes......graduation!! woohoo!!!can skip com skills!!
#5 What are you most repulsed by? -currently cant think of one. #6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? - Being loved by someone. duh!!!!loving someone is so torturing. #7 What do you think happens after you die? - I think i will go heaven.. #8 hw wld u lik 2 suk mi balls? - JUZ put a stick into yr balls.and poke it with sausage..and fry it....wahaha..and i wil get someone to be the scapegoat to suck it.. #9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? - hmmmm......... #10 Is being tagged fun ? - no its torturing!! ah...i cant breathe!! HELP!!! #11 How do you see yourself in ten years time? - i be a rich career woman.. #12 Are you doing anything else besides this quiz at the moment? - chatting with friends in school.. #13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? - a bored and funny person.cannot say anything bad..cos he's juz beside me... #14 If a robber came up to you and demanded all the money in your possession or your life, which would you give him? - I WANT MY LIFE!! GO TAKE MONEY! #15 What's the first thing you do every morning? - check if i have msg. #16 Do you have an imaginary friend? - No. #17 Do you have a fear of being afraid? - yes...vrery afraid.. #18 What type of friends do you dislike? - friends tat kills people.

2009-05-11T18:01:00.003+08:00

You held my hands in public for the first time throughout the entire 1yr ++ we being thru.
hugging me tightly in your arms.
my heart juz felt warm.
i love u my baby.
u finally open yr heart entirely to me.
and yes i enjoyed tat moment in time.

2009-05-06T01:09:00.005+08:00

hey hey!!
let me update u what i had been doing.. ^^
Last saturday was jaba's and serene's 21st birthday,
so i attended both.!!
lol jaba celebrated it at banana leaf apollo which is in lil india. ^^
the food was supreme. !!
the birthday boy was well dressed.
and i like e way he did his party.
it was great. ^^
david and kartik were there too!!
haha happy to see them.
then aftertat head down to serene's bdae at pasir ris park with baby and alwi.
it was great also.
my dearest gf drunk huh??
lol
i hope u like our present we give u ^^
muz enjoy yrself k!!
too bad i cant celebrate actual day with u =(
got three tests next day.lol...sorry darling!!
but i hope we can meet up soonz!!
play L4D!!
LOL!!
i love u babe!!
girl waiting for yr photos!! ^^

anyway below are the pictures
david,kartik,me louise

jaba,david,kartik,me,louise

jaba's cake
david n kartik
me and darling louise.
jaba's 21st poster

Anyway,
this week i have alot of tests!!
waaaaaah!!
Computing maths
Business Information Systems
Principle of computing-
all in one day!!!
wad de hell!!
lol..
like i go back sec school liao..zzzz

asked if i can coop?
for now,yup still can manage =)
but i dunno abt later.lol..

k la i wanna relax myself awhile.been doing work for the past few hours..tired.
lol..managed to finish 2/4 homeworks.lol...tml shall continue with the rest. =)

2009-05-02T03:00:00.002+08:00

Finally i decided to start an entry after i started school!!

lol...
anyway school was so far so good.
make a couple of friends and bump into some old friends too.
My baby no longer working at scarlet le,due to some reasons.
but he found a job at changi hospital as a temperature taking worker,due to the current swine flu.
asked if i was worried?
well, of cos,
but even if i were him,
i also will do.
i m worried very now and then though.
but i want him to be happy.
he want to work in this job, and get some cash,go ahead.
but want him to be happy. ^^

so many things had passed so far.
jon no longer at scarlet liao.
he's at happy days.
haiz....
i make a few new friends at scarlet too.
everything juz changed so much.

somehow going to poly had been a weird thing for me now.
i dunno.
i juz feel weird.
ITE, i can blend in easily becuz i met people of the same kind.
but now,
i feel like i m the jeremy in the classs.lol
slowly, i guess.

i know my parents had been pretty proud of me tat i make it to poly,
now i think,
will they allow me to fulfil my dreams?
now still long.
cant say yet, i guess.

To all my friends out there who haven found their path,
be patient and dun rush.
things will juz come naturally.^^
you muz always remember this phrase,
its never too old to learn. ^^

yeah..i m tired..
wanna sleep soon.
juz came back from work!

JOHN,WHEN IS OUR NEXT DRINKING SESSION!LOL!!

2009-04-07T22:18:00.000+08:00


Circus - Britney Spears

There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl
Don't like the backseat
Gotta be first
(Oh..)

I'm like the ringleader, I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot
When I put on a show...

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)

HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA.

There's only two types of guys out there
Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
So baby, I hope that you, came prepared
I run a tight ship, so beware

I'm like the ringleader, I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot
When I put on a show...

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)

HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. (Let's go)

(Uh Uh Uh-huh) Let me see what you can do
(Uh Uh Uh-huh) I'm runnin' this
(Like-like-like a circus) Yeah
Like a what? (Like-like-like a circus)

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh Uh Uh-huh)

2009-04-07T19:57:00.004+08:00

This entry will be on my pressie and clubbing @ zouk.

this bear is given by jiahui and the bunny is by kaiern =)

MYUK wallet which i m using now, is by my bro alwi =)
this bag is bought by baby from china. Its branded!! American brand
LeSportsAC. Singapore dollars will be 90bucks !!
also, this is one thing tat serene asked the rest of friends to do up!
so sweet i love u!! and i also got sony MP3 from her and the rest =)
me and her at helicia's ex workplace,jap restaurant then..club @ zouk on 17th april!
us again!

anyway i got more pressie and not only those photos..but will upload soonz =)
ah....so sianz..
lol....
school starting soonz..zzzz..muz be good..lol...

anyway, i will be visiting ITE too..dunno when..
trying to get people to go with me..lol..
alright and ciaoz for now =)

2009-04-07T19:48:00.003+08:00

next's up, is ...
WENFANG 21st BDAE!!
one day before my baby came back!
hahaa
finally met up with her.
lol..and met the rest of BWLSS group =)
actually got more pictures,
juz waiting for her to upload..haha
i didnt expect myself to stay over her chalet..
but then for her,
i will =)
she is my closest BWLSS friend, so all the more i should stay =)
stay near me too =)
well it was a fun nightx.
played card game..
drank a lil beer.
then watch movie online..
then dozed off..lol..
she slept earlier than me sia..haha.
anyway let pictures tell the story =)

she's opening her pressie which i bought for her.reading the things that i wrote to her. i bought her one butterfly necklace and earrings =) hope u like it! =)

this is her cake..musically inclined.lol
her bdae @downtown east
yup yup... =)

2009-04-07T19:04:00.004+08:00

Today's entry is on Jon's wedding =)
well me and baby managed to find the place cos it used to be near his ex jap workplace =)
the food was ok..
then aftertat me, joanna,peishi,baby and kelvin went down to happy days to party!!
hahaa..
angela and other customers also went..lol
first time see angela dance sia..lol..
it was fun la...
i and baby drank alot.
its red wine plus a few glasses of chivas with soda, martell with water..
geex..
i and baby puked at home..lol..
but ok la..haha..
anyway let photos say it.

jon and his wife had the traditional champagne pouring.lol

me and berr!
joanna darling and me
his own family.. =)
peishi,jon's wife, jon, joanna and me!!
baby,jon,joanna,june,peishi,me
berr, joanna and me
peishi,joanna and me
joanna and us again =)

2009-04-03T16:42:00.002+08:00

WOOO hoo...still got an event haven updated yet..haha
but soonz
anyway my GPA was 3.045.
I realise my oversea programme also counted in..The hainan trip.
so here are the result.

Oversea Programme - Pass
S&W- Pass
WAD- B
Internet Security- B
CCNA- B

And today i got my poly admission result..
and i m going to NYP studying Engineering Informatics! haha..wooo hooo!!
together with Yanrong,shahidah, and huibing..so cool!! lol..

then louise got in to TP, InfoComm
Fabian got in to Financial Informatics.zzzz
muz see him at same poly..zzzzz

then my baby enlistment also came out le..lol..btwn jun-nov..yup yup..ah....!

need to go poly take the enrolment package on 9april.
and i will be starting poly on 20th! lol..

luckily near my place sia..enough of far far away..lol...
anyway will upload more soonz! hugs!
going to upload pictures i took with serene and jon's wedding.
serene's wan is the last day of my clubbing time.h.aahaa!
we went zouk..lol...kk ciaoz gotta go work soonz!!

2009-04-03T16:33:00.003+08:00

This entry is on Ben's chalet..his advanced bdae party@ costa sands.
look at this uncle with his hairband and spects..and the black label tat we buy for him..lol... too bad baby not around tat time..lol

me and joanna babe!
all my pretty darlings,angie,xinying,joanna
all got boyfriends but not me! haha..wad de..
informal shot.y kelvin still same de?? hah

2009-04-03T16:23:00.007+08:00

The Class BBQ~~hahahaah...clearer picture can be seen on facebook!
it was raining!! but we had fun!!

me and yanrong

me and louise

kahsim and me

louise,me and yanrong

me,shikin,imah,imran
me and mahdi! drinking partner!

class photos!!

lingling and joel
all the pretty class girls!!

the class guys

me and haical

jaba,louise,me and Mr sunny.he doesnt wan the food to be spoilt so he rather cover the food than us..lol

2009-04-03T16:17:00.004+08:00

This entry will be clubbing nightx.
haha..
the days i went st james with helicia, then aftertat went to Rebel with fadillah.and met jiahui there.lol..it was fun though..hah

fad,me and one guy she met at club

vivo toilet while waiting for george and eugene..er..auntie random..lol.

vivocity..
me and helicia

went to play L4D with ivey,jiahui,serene and kenneth.
hmmm was at serene's house downstair..she say she coming down..then until now still haven..zz.only see door open
waiting..hah

2009-04-03T13:14:00.006+08:00

Here to update all the pictures i have!! from the last day of school.. to the day we mugging..to exam day.its all in random order.lol
this is kartik and david..lol..its after exam! haha we went mac to eat.

look at the amt of tisues eugene used.lol
after exam.some writing written by shiqin..lol
alfred and PHILBERT!!haha after exam. i m e 2nd girl who came out of the exam hall!! lol
me at sengkang toilet mugging with louise
the day me and louise met up to study..

this is my fav part of Web Application Developement module..lol..easiest to remember! haha
the project that cause us go nuts on the last day of school..
writings written by me and louise..somewhere in e school!! lol

me and quinton

quinton and his girls

me and huibing
our group project...lol
me and louise taken at school..this picture is the most beautiful one! hehe
me hahaa
the day i remembered, our class got in 2nd place. for dodgeball! due to girl power!! i will never forget tat very day..haha

yeah here are the photos taken in school =)
got more to upload! haha

2009-04-01T12:56:00.006+08:00

Here are my photos from my birthday chalet!
thanks for yr presents and presence!!
lol..
it was a blast ar!
thanks ar..
was drunk..lol.
drank 2 glass of redwine +whisky+vodka+beer=drunk
lol..
but i still can walk around..haha..
now let the photos say the story.

this is wenfang and shihui.they are my ex-tuition mates.=)

this is ex secondary-cum-tuition-cum--collegues
all my godbros..except for wee chong!! lol
my beloved baby.
attachment friends
classmates!!!
my two cousin,(pammy and joey) and family friend,
my ahma,mum's friends,ah ma' sis,and mum
my family
louise,me,kaiern,peishi

peishi and victor

my classmates~!who came late..some of them!
helicia and me..
celebrate grandson's bdae previous night =)
look at the amount of alcohol tat day. =)

my pretty cake
wenfang give me wan =)

2009-03-20T19:26:00.003+08:00

hey hey people its been very long since i update my blog..
well actually...
hahaha...
i been busy having exams...
partying with friends...
yup yup...
lol

finish exam already wad so muz relax...lol!!!

anyway i got a lot of photos to upload!!

and i will upload soonz!!! hahaha
yupyup!!
and i will upload real soon...
talking abt tat...
i haven really taken a photo with both kenneth,ivey and jiahui since i hang out with them quite often lol!!!
wad de hell...hahaa
maybe next time...

and my baby is coming back!!
finally !!
this sunday!!
haha!!
then monday got wedding to go..lol!!weeeeeeeeeee.......!!
although i m still sick
but hyper..lol!!

2009-02-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

My dearest baby,
do take care while u are in china k?
i will miss u alot within this one month
Thanks for being there with me too.
Thanks for learning to tolerate with all my nonsenses.
i love and miss u greatly=)
The talk we had at the chalet really bond us even more.
i learn to understand more of u, and so does u.
i love u!
come back soonz!!

2009-02-22T23:57:00.002+08:00

Last but not least, i also went to play Left 4 dead with serene,jiahui,keming and kenneth at Parklane one night.
haha and so happened that both of us wore the same outfit..lol..so casual..
left 4 dead is fun really.. =)
and also fun seeing Keming keep killing himself..lol..
if can, i will love to play again..haha....

my beloved girlfriend and me!

2009-02-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

Now let me update my days!!!
well i had a birthday party a few days ago..
and also went to one of my friend's 21st birthday party.
her name is shihui!
she is my ex-tuition mate together with me and wenfang =)

as for this.. this is what wenfang give me on my bdae party =)
i had a fun day..
thanks to some of my classmates in IT2T
alwi,yong sheng, berr,peishi
my baby..
my family and cousins,aunties..grandmas....
my lovable serene and our clique..love u guys.!!
my godbro Roy, mingwei daddy!! and his clicks
my 3 hainan mates
wenfang, kaiern,shihui
thanks for making a fun night for me with booze around too!!lol
anyway more photos will be uploaded soonnz!!
juz wait!!!=)
this is my cake.. hee hee..
my pretty pink cake..lol..
my family =)

2009-02-06T17:42:00.008+08:00

My1st picture implies of shopping with eugene and george at bugis for CNY...lol..together with louise after school..so eugene and george were caught on camera!! haha.....it was before chinese new year and bugis street is fucking crowded!!

This is the day i met andy,serene and ivey... we went bugis again. well, i m suppose to get the pictures from my beloved serene and grandson..if im not wrong!! hey give me the photos!!!lol...
this is serene and me=)

this is my two pretty auntie at my house...on 2nd day... =)

i wore this on friday to cousin's place.my blouse..hmmm,...i look so dainty..lol..went visiting on the 6th day.haha..
i still remember..i eat alot of prawns tat night at my grandaunt house.
drink white wine...and chatting with samuel and baby online..hee..hee..

scarlet have chalet on e eighth day of cny at SAF Yacht Club..

it was fun tat nightx.i didnt drink much though. dun wan to drink beer...and whisky.lol..joanna darling and berr played tat night.haha.. so funny..
i m their lucky star cos they got win alot of money when i sit in between them.... and they dun wan to let me go..so i played with them too..i dun play..i invest in them..lol....its damn conincident man.then aftertat..eat a few things..then baby and i took some pictures..the place is damned nice la...ahhhh how i wish i can go there again.. u can see alot of yachts.. really muz thank mr teo for booking for us over there.Ah kiat, mr teo and his wife came too..then they sit and drink with us..lol...i went back in the afternoon.check out.. then.go straight to school. missed first lesson..lol...too tired.
baby tat night drink alot..but he remained cool..this, i know.and vomitted.poor baby. cos he drank tiger plus old whisky and volka with dunno wad..lol..although i sleeping i noe...lol

then alwi kor kor and me took pic..hee hee..

i love u!!
sweet sweet love
funny funny us..hee hee...
so cute!! lol.. look at the background of the balcony of the chalet..so nice right?

this is his usual self...

haha so stoned!! the day after the scarlet chalet.went to hang out with eugeue and george.at bishan.i called my gf too!! but she cant make it..zzzzzz gf owe me a date..lol..... funny leh!! hahahaha this picture...

me and george!! presenting..my pri school friend. eugene and me lol!!

yeah!! anyway
i juz wanna say.
After the first few days of new year,
i m sure many of us are falling ill.
wanna wish you all get well and remember to take care!!
especially to hocksoon kor.
please please take care of yourself.
do see a doctor if u need to.
cos if things get serious,
you may suffer too.
dun always think u are strong,cos u aint..
yup..=)
sorry if i being too blunt.

and also, for me in school now
alot of projects had to rush as well as my chalet, and class bbq outing. lol..
and would like to say one more thing.
really appreciate for you guys suggestion,seriously.
but hope u all noe one thing.
this is a CLASS thinking and not INDIVIDUAL thinking.=)
yup no point saying more.
i cant wait for my chalet and class outing manz..weee..
hahaah..
alright gotta go...
meeting baby and grandson later..lol..
ciaoz

2009-01-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year everyone!!

This year are as always.
somehow, this year give me deep feelings.
although many things had happened in my family,
yet we try to stay strong together.

I nearly cried on 1st day when i go to cousin's hse.
i dun wanna say.
i juz feel touched by the way how we try to stay together.
haha

What i feel greatly delighted about is the fact that,
no matter wads going on in our older generation is going thru,
we,younger generations will try to stay strong.
i noe i m too emotional and sensitive..lol..
but yeah tats me.
cant change the fact.

i drink and had fun too.
but at the same time after house party and 1st day's events.
i think i really must watch my diet.
its going to be tough, but i will try my best. =)

also,
one more thing.
i wanna wish my cousin, Priscilla all the best in your studies.
May you bon voyage to Melbourne =)
will miss you!!
must come back k?

and i feel bad tat i cant go out with my cousin to sing today.
ah...
cos boyfriend stayed over my place last night.
and like awwh!!
i so wanna go out with her..but ah.. cant =(
sorry cousin.
hopefully next time.. =)

and yeah,
he stayed and wake me up again for e 2nd time ZZzzzzzzZZZZZZ
i lazily woke up at 1plus pm!!
ahhhh!!!not enough sleep.!!
cos i stayed up and wait for him to come back from work.2am plus.
and he still say wanna drink martell.
then i stopped him,
i told him not to drink.
drink drink drink, geex!!
then we stayed home and watch dvds today.
watch until he fell asleep!! lol
he had dinner at my place then went home.haha

anyway i going to put up photos soonz!! =)
so u all can see alot..haha
kk gotta go ciaoz!

2009-01-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie!!
no time no see..
lol
this is the old me!

and the above in white is the new me!!lol

hair ok??
hahahaha...

anyway ever since school starts,
i had been pretty busy with school.
and CNY is just round the corner!!
gosh!!
cant wait!!
anyway baby had been staying over my place for the past two weeks!!
yeah!!
haha
he been finding me after his work.
then will go scarlet find me tooo =)
love him`!
then last week we had steamboat at my place.
he finally met my mama. my grandma from father's side.
lol...
well.
and my cheer team competition is round the corners too!!
zzzzzz

i hope i can participate the competition still
after's today PE ,
i realise tat my knee injury is serious.
the last time the bone went in and out of the leg again was when i was in hainan.
ah.....
i bought a knee support to temorarily support myself.
in e meantime,
on friday, i would go for doctor's checkup. yeah.
louise darling will be accompanying me =)!
and not forgetting,
i had watch bedtime story with baby, twilight again with louise
and australia with louise as well!!
lol
Australia is really nice,
u guys should watch the movie =)
but i guess its over already.
lol

then last wednesday,
i went to meet my auddie darling!!
i miss her.
we went to orchard and talk abt stuffs.
juz merely walking and talking!!lol..

oh ya and last friday,
i had CIP.
went to old folks old together with my hainan mates.
lol
we had our fun there though.. =)really..haha..
i do enjoy myself there too.

i really wanna take this chance to thank all my hainan mates for helpping me along.
and also mr yap to put me in charge of this thing.
a lil scared i muz say.
but i really hope tat everyone had fun too..

ah..now my knee feel so loose after running 2.4km today.
lol..
dammit.lol..
see how things then.

gotta go...ciaoz!!

2009-01-06T13:59:00.002+08:00

I want to say a million sorrys that i hurt you so much.

i want to say a million sorry for treating you cold.

i want to say so much sorry that you cried many nightx.

i want to say so much sorry that we did not meet much.

and last not least,

i cant forgive myself ever again.

and i m sorry to you

Really Really Sorry!!!

2008-12-29T14:57:00.002+08:00

my girlfriend wrote to me something on her blog,
and i find it so sweeeeeeeet!! hee
miss u too babe!

"gf,don't blame yourself for being a lousy friend.
i know you still care.
i will care for u too.
miss ya!!"

i hope to meet up with u soonz!!
love u!!!!
hehehe!

2008-12-28T17:53:00.004+08:00

Yeah here are the updated pictures!!
first was christmas day at louise's place.
then grad night the next day.
met yingbing and KC at the grad night.
and also huibing and kenneth classmates.
weiloong,forget the other guy's name and rafa.lol
they full of craps manz sit with them!!
lol
especially weiloong...so nonsense
the food is not bad la.hahah
indonesian food..
my kind too..hah
i ate sayour loleh twice!!
haha its actually spicy vegetable..lol...
after grad night,
went on out with louise and kavin.=)
anyway guys!!
wanna wish u guys a belated christmas day!!
cos i no time to msg u alll..or give regards
hee.. cos christmas eve was busy working at scarlet!!
lol...sorry!!
this is yingbing,me and kc(from left)year 2 liao.sianz old le..lol

me and KC!!

my dearest louise and me!!

apparently we are isolated!!lol
me.. before waiting to go in to the dinner place.reached there early.lol the hairdo i do myself ...lol ....totally sprayed the whole can of hairspray!! lol...
me and louise at furama toilet..lol

me and louise at her place on christmas day.

will update u guys more!!
hopefully can tell u guys more details about my birthday chalet!!
alright gotta eat my dinner and go work le!
ciaoz!!

2008-12-26T14:43:00.002+08:00

I noe its a little too late to put this christmas song.
but sorry to tell u,
i still have the christmas spirit in me!! lol
this is one of my all time favourite christmas song.
it may sound sad initially, but after u listen more,
u realise tat its not a sad song,its a happy song.

this song is so true,
if u have yr heart broken last christmas,
dun be sad,
for this year christmas u might have someone better.=)

so to all my dearest ones,
if u have to part with someone or something this year,
dun fret,
for u will get better or miracle might just happen.
juz wait.

Christmas to me is a season of forgiving
a season of loving.
a season of joy.
a season of happiness
and not forgetting
a season of miracles.=)

i cant help but say,
i m glad i have my baby here with me this christmas.
and i m loving u for tat.loves you!
its also a day where my mum's birthday too.
although this year i didnt spend much with her! =(
i believe my mum's ultimate wish is for me to be happy. =)
even if she doesnt say,
i believe thats wad she wants too !

alright!
gotta get ready for my graduation nightx!!
ciaoz!!

2008-12-26T14:34:00.001+08:00

Last Christmas- Bille Piper

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I’ll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Special
Yea yea

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in her heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

2008-12-23T01:20:00.009+08:00

wee i m finally back in singapore!!

i think u guys muz have miss me..
well i m back!!
haha i noe my baby miss me e most,cos before i left, he doesnt wan me to go!!
lol..
apparently this trip had been quite fruitful.
cos know abt my ancestors a little.
i m proud to say i m a nyonya! yeah!

i m born with a paranakan father and a chinese mother.
so i and my sisters are nyonyas =)
ask if i ever wear kebayas for festive season,
yes i do.
one occasion. =)
so melaka is a place where most parankans will live.
but my ancestors aint from there.
they are from java,indonesia.
they are almost the same, paranakans like in melaka
yup yup!!
and i m addicted to spicy food as well as other paranakan dishes
such as sambal kangkong, sambal sotong,babi ponteh,brocalus,iti tim(salted veg and duck soup)
all the paranakan dishes!! yum yum!!
and i went to try one of the dessert which my grandma used to make.
omg!
when i first tasted it,
i felt homely!
so delicious!
its is burbur chacha!
hehe.. its very different cos they make use of some kind of coconut milk in it.and really, i felt home.
i nearly cried when i eating..lol
we were staying at my mum's friend place for two night and my uncle drive us up there
then stay at century makota for two nights
ask if i know malay?
hmmm...a lil bit.not very alot.lol.
well let my pictures say the stories over there. =)

this is my dad! with my sister's fav stuff animal, pig.

this is me in the hotel room.candid shot..ugh stupid sister!!
this is the baba nyona museum in malaka and this is where they film the "little nyona" in it =)we visited there. if u guys wanna know, its at jonkers street in malaka
i was watching a choir played at the makota parade while waiting for my sis and my mum shopping for my sister's Patrick star in spongebob
look at the beautiful christmas tree!
this is my youngest sister,sherlyn. she look ang mo-ish aey? haha
this is my younger sister together with my mum's friend's son.cute isnt he?
this is the son..so cute!!
we visited portuguese square and some of the houses where portuguese live in. these are the remaining portuguese who stayed in malaka after some of their ancestors settled down there during war time. they actually decorate their house with christmas lightings for a competition held over there.whoever had the most beautiful christmas lightings willl win and get money.!!wooo..!! its so beautiful manz!!!
the streets of portuguese square

the christmas tree at portuguese square
this is the clock tower at st'paul church.

the ruins of st paul's church

the view up at St Paul's church
one of the remaining ship by the portuguese if u can see. =)

this is the historic site St Paul's church. its right smacked at a hill..
and my whole family had to climb up many stairs juz to get up there!!!
but the view was magnificent.!!

we went to george town!!
hahaha yeah georgie!!
nyonyas food!! hmm yum yum at nancy's kitchen in jonker street!!
this is me before the trip one day.
lol.. went to try this dress not bad isnt it??haha
haha in classroom too bored so take photo
my dearest friend philbert thought he could take a candid shot of my girl,louise but she caught him..and show him the FINGER.lol
idiotic philbert!!
Darling berr's birthday chalet =)
her birthday cake!! hee at her chalet..
we took turns to wear the shoes home.. me and louise
me and louise in school toilet =)

yeah thats it for now..think going to have more pictures updated so stay tuned hehe!!

2008-12-08T15:10:00.001+08:00

proper one =)

http://piscesgal-misty.livejournal.com/

go gogogo!!

2008-12-08T14:17:00.002+08:00

haha... hope u guys like this.
anyway hasnt been blogging lately.
well juz to announce i had a new blog.
>>>www.piscesgal_misty.livejournal.com<<

for some reason, i still be using this for a few purposes..yup yup.
so do go take a look over there.
well past few days had been pretty hectic for me.
i had food poisoning.
due to eating orea cheese cake and pizza gravy
and thus i cant come for cheer training.
and also i injured my knee.
yeah..skip training again!
yawns!
then i guess i need to take a good rest.
anyway this week is going to be a busy week for me becuz i going to have
ccna pract test tml
internet security test on thurs
and i not sure if there is WAD test though.
gosh so many things!!
and i m still not well!!

ah........help..
i will be starting my new blog soonz.so do link up ya? ciaoz

2008-11-23T16:37:00.004+08:00

Here are some pictures on the day i went kbox with my hainan fellow ite mates and my ex-attachment friends..to celebrate doreen bdae!

this is tsing tao beer! bought by aspharr and vinod.
after doreen bdae.lol..went to someplace in bugis to drink.

this is my meal at jack's place. spaghetti!! yum yum!!

doreen 21st bdae@jack's place! smile bdae girl!
me and doreen!!
me...
alfred.me.doreen and kiefer!! hee

we in kbox!!

hehe....
we had fun tat day =)
singing..celebrating yup!!

then
after tat day..
my next few days will be the days i hang out with louise alot..
lol
we went alot of movies together..lol
some of the big movies..
haha
like "the coffin" and "beverly hills chiwawa"
i also went to watch "dostana"
a hindi movie..with eng subtitle!
lol not bad la..loves the music..hehe!!

went to watch with louise and shahidah! my classmates! =)

ystd baby came over amk to eat with my family.
happy at e same time sad.
talk abt serious things after tat.
thinking of it,
i think i rather not talk abt it. =)
then aftertat,
meet my dear grandson at ps
walk with her awhile.

then meet my dearest gf, serene.
she brought me to dbl O
haha first time there..
atmosphere not bad.
her friend, wei tian came down too..
i was quite bored la..
dunno why.
no mood to club.
although drank quite a lot.
but ok la.
drank beer, barcadi breezer(????)
called joanna to join me too..but she cant..so sad.
but will be meeting her real soonz!! hee hee
then i called yingping and kavin too..all not free..zzz

haiz..
nv mind lo.
nothing to say.
later tonight working again.
yup...

anyway movies tat i watch so fast also is "madagadscar 2" in my dear bro hocksoon.psp..haha
watch it even before it was shown in singapore.. =P hehe!!

yup tats all!!

2008-11-22T01:03:00.001+08:00

Star -Kim ah joong

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

2008-11-22T00:00:00.005+08:00

Today i shall not put alot of photos. because today is a sad day for someone.juz wanna let u noe, no matter wad happen i will be there for u,my brother =)
here are something for u. =)

Giving Love is hard but taking love away is easy. if it taken away,
learn to let it go, for it is like this rose that will be taken away too.

always remember this in yr heart.
It is true, but do not let yr heart take u away.

This is for you.
Remember all this pointers.
Life is never easy
but will be better if u noe how to handle it well.

2008-11-18T15:32:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!!

now i m in school..

hahaha waiting for my queue number to hand up my assignment!!

wad de hell!

still long way to go sia!!zzzzz

NUMBER 26!!!

GEEXXXX!!!

dots manz dots manz!!

anyway many events in my life had happened recently.

one would be the departure of my dearest scarlet city collegue, Angie.

Last last Sunday, she had a last day at Scarlet.
working at cashier.
i was quite happy to see her though. maybe cos nv see her work much le.
but was sad to hear it will be the last day of work.

i am just getting to know her well recently and now she's leaving. =(
haiz!!
going to miss u badly babe!!!

you are the one who share lockers with me during work lei!!
now, no one share lockers with me le. =(
and you are the only one who stay near me.. =(

yeah.Miss the entertainment,we had from u!
haiz.

due to so many minor things happening in scarlet.
things had to be changed for either the best or the worse.
maybe to some people, this is the best.
but to people who are close to her, this is the worse.
for its not e work that really matters,
but the friendship that all of us once have. =)

well juz wanna say going to miss u badly.=)
and wanna wish u all the best in whatever u do.

well we had our last night with her after work.
went to drink at s11 with her, jon, yy, ben, siling
after tat went home with her too.
we dropped off together! for the first and the last time.=)
babe, if there's a chance, do go out soonz =)

anyway, i wanted to post some photos here but i m in school.
haha maybe next time.
school going to give me my 1st Warning letter.
late late late!!

dammit!!
SAMANTHA STRIKES AGAIN!!
AFTER 2YEARS!!
wahahaha!!

must stop myself from doing that liao.
so now i try and balance my sleepin time too.
need to wakie wakie!!
so ystd and today i had succeeded!!

haha!
can u imagine?i still can go for S&W at 8.30!!when i only got 3 hours of sleep.
the best part is, i m sleeping on the stage, totally flat down!!

lol.......

then today class at 10..
i came early as 9.45..haha.

and had enough sleep..hehe

i think i better stop now or else someone will look at wad i write again!! *stares at JASON AND PHILBERT*,

2008-11-09T18:36:00.003+08:00

here are the halloween night picture!!

haha one of my customer's son took with me..at the recept..lol

me and my supervisor,john
this is me!!
faz,me,joanna,dian,angie, peishi!
this is me and my baby!! heee cute zombie couple huh? lol..

i muz say i have alot of fun during halloween night.
although deep inside, my wound is still bleeding.
trying to put a brave front,trying to smile.
its not easy, but trying my best.
becuz i do not wanna worsen our friendship again.
you are lucky tat someone actually speak up for u.
but still, its very hard for me to maintain our once-close friendship anymore.
i m hurt, and no longer can i ever forgive u.
it take time to heal.
ironic as it may sound but maybe true.
i m crying deep inside, but i keep it locked forever, for the tears will meet no one.
even my baby or people close with me will not noe it too.

only myself noe it.
and right now happy at e same time,for u found someone. =)
tats all i had to say about scarlet city.

moving on,
i had fun at cheerleading.
haha..
they asked me be flyer for once.
oh gawt.
i cant help but say i m scared!!

really nervous..ah..
imagine standing on someone's shoulder and had to remain there at some time..
but somehow the fear of height had starting to stop carrying me already.
cos when i was up there,
i look down
and i saw my senior looking at me and sayin this:
"sam dun worry, juz pass me yr hands"
this i noe,
someone will catch me when i m falling.=)
i beginning to love cheerleading,
its true, its not juz about stunts,
its not juz about cheer.
its the bond we had.=)
tats all gotta go work noww..
ciaoz

2008-11-09T18:18:00.004+08:00

weee...
back for more entry..i noe i still owe u guys picturehainans in !! hehehehe.....slowly see all below lo
then aftertat i will touch on halloween nightx!

the day before we left diaoluoshan.. =)

we had bbq !!
the day we left diaoluoshan and had to eat at the roadside..poor us!!

when we visit the miao tribe =)
the day we going back singapore! we doing 1-10!! haha

2008-11-03T01:47:00.014+08:00

Yoyo yo very long nv write my bloggie!!
hee anyway here are some updates of my hainan trip! yeah more pictures!! hee
got more la.. will put more next time.. =)

well after the trip, celebrated my baby's bdae,
kanna sabo tat day..lol..
we went to hougang 212 to eat chilli crab after work.
then baby came over my place.
ton awhile before going back home.
i vomitted tat day, cos i was feeling sick and still drink beer and everything.
make him worry!so sorry baby!!
tats why he sent me back lo.
sorry to vomit on yr bdae ^^ =(

then aftertat is halloween nightx.
had fun dressing up wor..hehe.
took photos with baby
my workplace friends.
joanna,angie,faz,dian,siling,ben,jon,fangfang,my dearest berr and peishi.
i miss joanna and angie the most!!
seriously!
and i dunno why! =(
mis u guys so much,
i miss all the outings we used to go!
i miss working with joanna darling!
will u come back soon?
angie, although i share lockers with u but its always i working, and u off work.
hope tat really, oneday we be able to work tgether =)
i hope tat when u all see this entry,u all will remember that i miss u guys the most!. =)

haiz..so many things on my mind lately.
and i juz cant share with anyone but keep to myself.
its not easy to be me,
i have to handle my own problems.
i just dun wan any of my loved ones to worry abt me.
i want u guys to be happy.
i hope tat the problems i m having now, please go away soonz.
anyway enjoy watching the photos! =)

AK-47 BOTTLE!!
ABSOLUT Disco!!
my bed!!

look at the amount of alcohol in haiko, carrefour~~~!!!

This is our canteen!! lol and behind it, its the guys dorm. lol

2008-10-05T16:22:00.010+08:00

Here are some random pictures which grabbed from hock soon..hehe..

its not according to dates.lol..juz tell u e events lo~yup yup!!

me,jerlyn and jinyan at a restaurant,juz uphill of the school.
their chillipadi is freaking hot!
one of scenery taken uphill of the school.nice isnt it?- below is padifield!
me,jinyan,vindo in e restuarant again.drinking tea.hee
left clockwise. yiping,jinyan,kokwee and the one with the hat, KC..haha..
hiking along the padifield ~
can see my back??the one wearing hat..we went to another village,known as miao chun
my sweetie pie is in it, on e far right. is haiyao.my lil sis!!
me with the small lamppost around the school.built by ITE students! dun include me..i was busy sleeping the whole time then...lol..sick la..got a lil headache..lol..
a cute puppy saw at the miao chun..super cute lo!!
my yaoyao again!! she perform for us lei!!
we three always stick together..candid shot!! haha.
the lil kids at the miao chun.see how happy they are when they see us? how i wish life is like tat too!
we have candlelight dinner at the restaurant during one of the days!! lol...
actually blackout la..then they use candle for us..haha..
left clockwise, jerlyn,hocksoon,me, eric and jinyan =)
we hiking!! with other collegues!! haha
Hock soon with Aspharr's so called son..! cute right?? hehe
jinyan is known to everyone as sang diao sian haha..behind is kok wee!
this is wad happen to wee chong when he drank one shot of the rice wine.
he is smiling to camera!!! lol
candlelove!!
Miao chun people make this.i dunno wads this..think is blocks!lol
me and vindo with our rice wine!! hehe the first time we drank!!
cant see group photo...zzzzz
me in e restaurant! so dark..zzzz
the lil kids!!
me again!!
the time when we departed from the village. we cried.
jerlyn,me and jinyan again..in e conference room of the school.
this is how long a earthworm can go..see bigger than hocksoon slipper!! haha
we walking back from the miao chun to the school..see so many kids!!
and yiping with the 804 shirt..lol..

me and KC with some kids we saw at the miaochun..they like to play with us..lol
the day we departed. =(

the lil kids,kc,yiping,eric..hahaa
me and other collegues girls had to perform a dance for the performance night ,so we went to primary school to practice.. in here are me and haiyao with some of her friends =)
look at the scenery..so nice isnt it??
this is e school, where i lived~ =)
dunno why..but like this pic..lol
weechong and minsheng with somekids..lol..they juz jump up to their back and ask them to carry them..lol..poor thing..
...

haha got somemore wor!! juz wait and see lol!!

2008-09-24T17:31:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!

got miss me??

hee hee..

i currently in DiaoLuoShan, in hainan.

yeah!!

got internet here..i m in a village.
muz thank me and junior for making the internet work!!
haha.. actually most of it is my darling junior..he did most of it la..confirm he got 4.0 liao~~!lol
his name is hock soon! haha
see..i write your name!!
he standing next to me only.zzzzzz
bhb..haha

i m having fun here..
although got typhoon, but we are still having fun and aint scared of typhoon.
its juz very windy and rainy..and i cant wash my clothes...zzzzzz
we all in the teacher's computer lab..haha.
haha...know a few friends from same ite and other ite too. =)
some of them are juz beside me watching movie on crunchy roll...lol..
all blocked me, i cant see!! zzzzz
i m currently staying in the school~yeah...
haha...some of the students are staying there too...
yesterday we went to visit padifield and miao tribe..
and realised that the kids there are very happy...
damned how i wish life is so simple~ =)
I dun wan to go back!! lol!!

when i come back, i have alot of pictures to upload!!
haha...yeah!
i slept in e afternoon juz now..damned shioked lo..
until one stupid fly flew in and disturb me and my friend.
so both of us wake up!! zzzzz
tomorrow my combined group and i will be doing duty for e whole cohort..yeah.
includes cooking, the dining and cleaning the smelly toilets..lol...
very stinky indeed!! u have shit stuck in e toilet bowl when u bathe..lol..now u noe~~haha

*yawn* suddenly feel sleepy...hahaha........
waiting for dinner to come...

haha u all muz be wondering i go hainan for wad right??
well becuz is for CIP!! hahaa..actually nothing much to do...juz interacting with the locals over here and teaching them english..
they are very friendly~
i think i write too much le..haha next time when i free, i can write again!
haha...and remember to miss me~~yeah!! haha ciao~

2008-09-02T00:24:00.002+08:00

Yeah i got a playlist in my blog!!!
lol!!

yes i love techno..very BEATY! .lol

and norwegian recycling...they rocks~~lol...

happy listening to my playlist!!~

2008-09-01T01:47:00.004+08:00

we took photos while on e way back! lol!! have fun looking!
finally got my pay cheque =)

going to collect money tml!

weee!!

haha ...well didnt earn much..

wannna thank my mum for being too protective over me.
i hate it.
causing me not to work so many days at scarlet.
and its always my skin my skin!
fuck la..let me handle myself can.
i hate facial so stop forcing me to go.
and IT BLOODY HELL WONT WORK.!

well juz went out with george and friends and my dearest girlfriend, serene to play pool at toa payoh! =)

yup.

i love my baby alot.
he came to find me today.hee..
had been pretty loving these few days.
and dunno why.
he's so cute sometimes.
like today when i send him off to work, both of us were sitting and chatting.
then he suddenly do one action which i think is really cute.lol
he was saying to me once,
people find him fierce but i m e only one who find him cute.lol..
but its true wad.!!
well my dearest friends,
he isnt wad u think he is,
u guys really had to noe him well before u can say anything.
yeah..

and well, my gf booked me tml already!
sorry my dearest!
maybe doing hair extension and do some fringe cutting.lol..

yup yup.

2008-08-30T05:05:00.002+08:00

hey there now is 5am in e morning...
and yes i m going to sleep after writing this post!

lol..

well the past few days i had been chatting with george.Yeah!
maybe we had too much common things to share.lol..
and yes, he' s officially someone close to me, i meant family-close! not any other close!! lol..

had class test previously.
shant comment anything. =)

well, me and louise went to airport a few days too.
juz bored after school, so we went airport to see see look look!
yup!
somehow mood's cranked up, cos thinking of some things. but pretty alright already! =)

then i previously work at DXO!
yeah ! shocked isnt it??
lol..juz helping my ex-boss..cos its their anniversary day.
the bartenders there are very friendly =)
very fun to talk to too..
there's one guy keep teasing me..geex.

yup, and oh boy!
my girlfriends! u should come and work DXO manz.
alot of hot dudes u see.and not forgetting pretty ladies..hehehe...

kk time to sleep..!!

got cheerleading later!! hee

2008-08-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

oh my god!!

i cant believe i said that to u after one year!!

me : in my heart, u are always e best =)

he : *vomit*

wad de!! ahhhhhhhh ouch!! i cant believe i said tat!!

and my foot itching!!!so does he!! ugh!!!

i think i caught the couple virus! DUN COME NEAR ME!

2008-08-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

现在我只希望你别走．

可是我又不能叫你别走，

因为这也是你的前途．

心，突然前，好疼．

说我多心也好，

说我糊事乱想也好．

因为全都是因为你．

我真的累了，

心不开怀．

到底是你还是他？

2008-08-22T15:59:00.002+08:00

weee...
its being so long since i had written my entry.

anyway i had fell sick...
yeah..was quite bad.
had throat infection and slight fever within 2 weeks.

i guess it muz be the heatiness that cause it.
so i muz stop eating and drinking heaty stuffs..hee hee..

had alot of phlegms in my throat...well actually nothing much.
juz came online awhile since i had nothing to do.will be resting again..hahaa..medicine effect, you see!

lol....been watching olympics also...haha..olympic fever!..hahahaha

kk i gotta go now thanks to George and my dearest friends for been concerned!

really appreciated!i will be fine!! =)
will rest well!!!yeah!!

kk think i go rest!!!lol

2008-08-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

I m so sick.
think i m running a fever, but its like on and off.
so cant catch it..zzzz

and i being coughing like a machine at night.
so went to see doctor yesterday got two days mc though.
but came to school today
cos have alot of things to do..zz

and i had cheer training later on..oh manz how to survive...zzzz
luckily i didnt work later.

think i better go sleep le...wanna rest..nightx all!

took those photos after school on tues..lol!!

2008-08-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks to the fucking weather,
i m feeling so fucking sick.
bad sore throat
and i m drivin myself crazy!

ugh! bad acne face!~ hate hate it hate it!!

i m going KL coming 22nd-24th of this month.
for a cheerleading competition, but maybe juz go there to help =)
yup yup!~

i shall go sleep now~ nightx~~

2008-08-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

The news came so soon.
You are going to leave this country after ITE.
Why must this happen?
i m devastated.
i wish that isnt true.
i wish we could be forever.
i noe you wish tat too.
i m going to miss you badly, my baby dearest.

Do you noe u make me go crazy nowadays.?
this is e deepest feeling i had so far for a boyfriend.
i had nv get so cranked up or pissed when my bf went drinking.
but you are e only one who make me feel this way.
maybe, i juz love u too much.
i cried on e bus silently when you aint with me.
its juz so hard to believe it.
i guess we juz had to cherish every moment we had for now till you leave.
and i will continue missing you.

2008-08-02T00:48:00.003+08:00

The legenary sucker bee created by Mr sunny~
who in fact was killed by him afterthat.lol

wow isnt it??
haha!
he tells a story abt a bee dive into the sea and mate with a jellyfish.
thus it became like this.lol.

anyway,
i didnt go for cheerleading practices today.
was msg-ing yan and e rest juz now too.
ask her if she going.
at first she said she's going
then in e end she didnt go.
haha..all was exhausted!
then we had to go tomorrow then.
haha.

well, i got a call from eugeue juz now while i was sleeping.
ask if wanna meet and chill ..
lol i say anything lo.
then we met up at kovan there.
went kfc to eat.
afterthat went to our old pri school area there to chill
and talk and exchange songs.
well u all pls dun get mistaken.
he is juz a classmate of mine
and my pri sch friend!
were in e same class for 3 whole years!
then i move to st marg pri.
i showed him e class photo.lol.
the world is so small.
then we both talk abt our pri sch days.
bla bla..had alot of fun chatting with him.
haha.and juz nice, he stayed in serangoon and i stayed in bishan.
so we both took 53 home.
i told him that i dun understand y my mama dun wan us to juz stay in hougang.
it was such a nice place!
then i also realise something,
he stay near me too when we were in hougang last time. when i was pri sch!
and that time we aint even close,yet juz a few blocks away!
gawd! the world is so so small!
haha..and he had the same horoscope as me.lol..cool isnt it?
haha!!

it was nice catching up with eugeue despite facing sunny almost everyday!
very hot sia!!~ hahaah

then 2days ago, i went to amk with george.
chatted with him too along e way.
and another big news is he stayed near me~lol
very very near..hahaha

well sometimes ite is fun,
in a way, u realise u met yr old friends along the way.
and some new ones with fate.
its really a very heartwarming period when that happens..haha
ok shall leave here now..
i m hungry wanna cook something!!
nightx

2008-07-29T23:49:00.003+08:00

Just went for cheerleading workshop on sat and sunday.
it was fun,learning alot of things.from handstands to port cradle.
lol..its fun!

haha
although i m not very flexible but i do enjoy alot of fun with my girls!!

haha....its not easy doing all those stunts..
get injured once in a while.
but we learn to stand up and try again.
this is life.yeah

its not juz all the bimbo cheerleaders kind of things.lol..

school's had been ok for me too.
juz attend sunny's night class with louise.
well actually,was juz practicing on my practicals. =)
yup yup.
one of my classmate questioned me.
"wah u join so many things can cope meh?"
i told her yes.
if i m able to do wad i wanna do, i dun mind doing it even if it takes up most of e time.
i enjoy wad i like..and also cheerleading.
it really teach me alot when i join.
learn to stand up when u fall.
and i also wanna say tat to all my friends that who had once fall and nv try to stand up again.
if u wanna succeed, keep failing.
till u found the will to succeed.
thats wad happen when i was in cheerleading practices.
i got injured,but yet i keep telling myself, i muz go on and do it right.
and well i did.so i dun see why anyone cant =)

and yes i will try and get enough sleep hee hee..

well i guess i can say i lost the mood of drinking beer.
partly because of my baby, and partly becuz i dun wan to have a belly for i m a cheerleader. =)
and i m a girl and wanna look good.=)

yeah.

well,my baby showed me a video clip ystd while at his house.
it's so heart warming.
it about this two adults who raised a tiger cub after seeing it being held for sale at a pet shop
but soon it was too big for them to tame,so they brought him to africa.
and a few years later,they came back to look for the tiger cub.
but the villagers said the tiger cub couldnt remember them anymore.
but this two adults didnt bother much.
they went round to look for the cub.
and then managed to find it.
the tiger cub grew up already.
and it actually went over to hug them so tight.
it remembers its benefactors.
and during that time,
they were playing the mariey carey song : "i will always love you"

i felt so touched. i felt baby's warmth that instant moment.
he truly love me.
i mean it feel so heart warming after watching it!

anyway i mangaged to find the video do enjoy it below. =)

so nice right?? u see...
cherish wad u have now.
and remember the one who makes yr day bright. =)

2008-07-20T23:28:00.003+08:00

Happy 1st year and 2 days to u baby!!

its my first time. i love u many many many!!

me : I ..... You. What do u like to fill in this blank space. choose any no. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10. Reply is a must. Send only 1 number then i will reply you the answer!

You : LOVE

2008-07-19T01:50:00.002+08:00

Networking.

hard?no.
juz had to understand the concept.
so far understood it and put it to practical use.
i noe i may be slower than most people.my IQ isnt that high.
but i am able to do it. =)

Sometimes i feel hurt that what i succeeded in doing it is not seen.
maybe people juz didnt take notice.

i m juz a silent successor in class.

but also,really wanna thank yanrong for helping me. Sorry keep calling u when u got yr problem to solve!really appreciate it..thankssss babe!!

anyway girlfriend let u and I work hard together ok!! misses~~

2008-07-17T01:14:00.003+08:00

Photos uploaded~~~!!!will be coming out more soonz.
took with ivey at PS toilet!

me and april in class.my new classmate cum lunchbuddy, tgt with fabian and rong rong!!

2008-07-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

Yes, i had officially joined Denvers Cheerleading team!
had been going for training for e past few weeks.
pretty good experience i muz said.
although i came back with a huge blue black on my knee and a few blue black on my arms..hahaa
its alright.
if u fall again,learn to stand up and try again =))
my baby was saying, "wait people think i abuse u.haha"
lol..how can u abuse me??

u so sweet and gentle to me! haha.

well, ever since school starts on 7july, it had been quite fun.
make friends after 3 months of not in school.
and met my pri sch mate.
haha.
well, sadly to say, i m the class treasurer! geex
louise darling is our class rep.lol.
so u can imagine the disaster we can cause to the class.lol
i noe i may not be tat smart,but i noe wad i m doing.
i am juz very happy with the way life is now.
i cant wait for my darling peishi on saturday!!
get to see u again le.
meeting cynthia on wed night..~~

weeeee...finally~~~!!
and last but not least.
i really wanna thank my bro alwi for telling me something that really wake me up.
and really sorry to gf that i didnt hear u last time even though u said so many times to me..hehe.

haha miss my lunar girls alot.!!when is our next outing??
alright time to catch some sleep.long day later.had night class until 9pm..zzz!!
but its worth learning!!
yup,loving networking now.
never regret.busy learning linux!! hahaha..

ciaoz.

2008-07-12T03:21:00.000+08:00

Angela zhang

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

2008-07-07T22:37:00.001+08:00

I really dunno how am i going to survive through.
School,Cheerleading,work.
and not forgetting my one and only love.
i could juz die now,haiz.i cant give up, i had to perserve.

2008-07-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

I misses you.
school and work had been separating us apart.
i juz wish for some times to be together.
2 more weeks to our 1st year anniversary.
I m glad we had this time today.
tears*

2008-07-06T17:07:00.002+08:00

Why does everything feel so right and wrong at the same time?
I agreed with Pam.
i think i have split personality.
and the other side of me had came out already.
i dont understand things.
why does every minor quarrel will ended up in gossips?
maybe that why outside life is not easy.
this is not the first time.
Secondary school also like that.
what's more can i say?
can i juz retreat back to the darker side of me?

Ps: not complaining juz ramming my thoughts. aint any offends to anyone. if i did, i m sorry! thats all, fullstop.

2008-07-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

Well i was watching Sweeny Todd.oh gosh it's so musical and bloody at the same time.
i juz love Johnny depp.and the soundtrack were all wow!!

You noe sometimes u got too caught up in hatred that u didnt realise u killed yr one and only love. Revenge may be sweet,but it will be bitter once u tasted it with your own medicine.

2008-06-29T05:07:00.004+08:00

I m sorry.
i am moody today.aint happy.
juz me.
wanna be alone.
everyone hate this feeling of mine.
but sorry.
this is me.

the scars, it hurts so painfully.
i felt i being stabbed not once,but over and over again.
i think u felt that too.
aint saying much.
going to sleep.
nightx.

2008-06-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

Should i try cheerleading for cca purpose?

2008-06-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

Scarlet outing at DXO after work.cant remember is it a friday or sat cos i been working..lost track of days!

ivey came over my place..and we went amk drivethru mac for supper!
then we bought calsberg to drink.haha

there!!

hahaha...
anyway my grandpa is feeling bettter already.
can eat bread already.
visited him e other days with stacey N sherlyn.
he was transfered to a normal ward for recovery.
yup yup!
thanks twin samuel for prayin for me! really appreciate tat!=)

ya....work and work.

baby was here with me yesterday and today!
thanks for staying by my side yesterday at my house.
and also today.
lovessssss~

2008-06-22T14:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went dinner with baby near bishan
then i got a call from Stacey while we were on our way to work..
"jie ah gong in ICU,i am going down now."
then my heart suddenly stopped.
my grandpa admitted to hospital again.
i was so worried that i couldnt work.
once i reach the workplace, my heart juz go really weak.
told berr.
then she ask me to go.
i noe my baby wanted me very much to stay and wait for the news,
but i noe i couldnt.
so i saw jon and i told him.
couldnt get a fucking cab along amk.
everywhere was like so crowded.
in e end went to mrt there to wait for cab.
once i reach the hospital,
i met my aunt and ah ma along the way.
they were also looking for the ward.
in e end we found it.

and then i saw my grandpa lying in e ward.
he looked so pale.
yet he still talks and asked me
"girl u nv work today ah"
i juz replied :"no i didnt.ah gong u juz rest."
i nearly cried but i hold back my tears.
stacey was there also.
my aunt ask stacey and my grandma to go eat.
while me and my aunt stay and see ah gong.

then now currently he still critical ill
but hope tat they could find the loophole of the internal bleeding in his body.
he had a heart attack last mornning.
thus was brought to TTSH.
had to be in ICU for 3 days
juz hope he be fine.

two days ago was scarlet gathering.
well apparently someone was so drunk even before we went DXO.
well pretty ok.
celebrated Desmond's bdae there too.
i m sorry u got me worried.
and i m sorry baby i couldnt go home with u.
send ben home,then berr,then arron send me home.
luckily i noe ben's place or else he would have slept on e road.haha.

haiz...trying to smile but cant smile.
baby thanks for cheering me up,i noe u been trying to.really appreciate it. =)
juz hope nothing happen when u work ok.?
going to hospital again and see how things goes.
yup juz hope i will be fine.

2008-06-20T17:39:00.001+08:00

2008-06-20T16:52:00.003+08:00

許茹芸 & 阿穆隆 - 男人女人

i finally understood why u like this song. but i m sorry i cant be e one.
its e past.i m sorry i let u down.i juz wanna stay by yr side if u need anyone.

i love my one and only wan nw.

Happy 11MONTHS AND 4 DAYS TO TASHA AND SHAM!!

AND BABY!!

Happy 11months and 2 days!!
Love love u!!

2008-06-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

Without your love-5566

2008-06-20T16:24:00.004+08:00

曾经爱过你

2008-06-17T02:32:00.003+08:00

My heart juz feel as though i am nothing to u guys.
juz aquaintances.
How much can this pain can hold i not too sure.
u juz had to find out yrself.
i hate the fact that i am feeling this way.
and the fact tat u are not close to me.
Its juz so hard for me to accept.
Yes, my friends.
I am confused.
but u guys are the ones that make me confused.
i m nothing to u guys.
U guys wasnt even around when my happy days are here.
i do feel a thing.and it hurts so bad.
do i had to pretend that i am ok?
i dunno.its hard and unsure.
all i need is time.
and it will tell.

2008-06-15T04:36:00.004+08:00

I am a girl who doesnt take no as an excuse.
I am a girl who will stand up for any friends, who comes in trouble.
If u wanna find trouble, find me.Dun u fucking find them.
I dun share my boyfriend with anyone.
He aint any good friends with alcohol but that doesnt mean the girlfriend isnt.
I may look weak to you in yr eyes,but think again. U are wrong.
If u know me well, you will notice that i am not myself when i am fierce.
so u fucking stay away from that.
I am a jealous freak.
so beware if u noe me.

to anyone who dares me.

3 more days to 11months.
remembered 180707 always.